I’ve got a whole life waiting before me. YOU have a whole life waiting before you. But you’re wasting this precious opportunity by keeping on holding onto me, you know. And along the downhill you’re casting yourself, you are dragging me.
You have your new lover/admirer/whatever he is right now. And unlike the last time you “moved on” from me, I won’t repeat the same mistake by chasing you again. I no longer have the resentment, I can freely let you go now. I’m saying this honestly, unlike the slightly sarcastic way I said a message like this last time. It was stupid for me to say that I was genuinely happy for you when now I don’t really care. Before, I guess I was just concerned about you and your now-ex. But this time, you know this guy for a long time already. He’s someone you can entrust your whole heart. I can say he’s a great catch. And I’m pretty sure that he’s a respectable person and that he doesn’t have any suspicious secrets, does he? I’m sure you’ll be happy together IF…
you’d stop bugging me
You’d really genuinely move on from me
You’d stop mentioning my name to him every fucking time
Keep in mind that those are probably SOME things that makes your new suitors stop pursuing you. Leave my own life for the sake of yours being happier and better. Please?
Like I’ve said, I have a bright future waiting for me now. Don’t take this offensively, but you’re in my way. I have a great career waiting for me. This summer, I would hopefully start working in the industry, as part of the summer training I’ll go through with my scholarship. Knowing this just recently shocked me at first. But later on, this actually broadened my perspective in life. There’s more to life than just love and being heartbroken and being depressed and alone. This practically killed the suicidal nature in me, or left it brain dead at the very least. I’m nervous, but the excitement is exhilarating as fuck! It’s like, WOW. I’m definitely happier in life now.
Everyday, I keep on rediscovering the old friends I thought I already knew. There are more things to these people too. And being with them just completes my day… the way you used to. So give them the chance now to be with me. Give your suitor the same chance for you too. And more importantly, give yourself that chance too.
Contrary to how you think, I’m not being the whore you think I am right now. Ok, slightly a bitch I guess, but like I’ve said, my point of view in life changed now, and love is not my priority anymore, just so you know.
And those stranger friends I have on Facebook? Ha. I’ve added them to check if you still have an access to my account despite not being on my friends list and having my friend activity set to private. And seeing them now as our mutual friends, it proves my hunch. Somehow, I can still tolerate you cyberbullying me by sending me hate messages every now and then, but this time, it’s my privacy we’re talking about, buddy. And I’m not cool with that. FUCK OFF. Stop snooping at my stuff. It doesn’t really harm me as of now, I guess, but it’s motherfucking annoying. It won’t do anything good to you.
Those messages you are sending me are getting creepier and creepier. I hate the idea of blocking you out of my life completely, but I will if I have to.
Let me go. Let me go. Let yourself go and move on, for fucksake.
Thanks for your “concern” about my well-being, whether they were sincere or you were just really trying to annoy me. But I can go on by my own. I don’t need your help in getting my shit together, and in case I do need help, i won’t need it from YOU.